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1) I kind of want to start over. But it could be the funk I'm in. I fall in these, and it's my first one since coming back. That funk. But that could have just been my incredible miss of SA.

2) I am trying to hang out with new people. There are a few people I am just really into! I want to spend more time with them and hang out all day long, but it's just the process of getting used to people that scares me. It's all part of my (I guess) personal growth to keep social, even when I really don't want to.

3) I am going to the gym now. Today I did boot camp conditioning, and as much as I hated it. Believe me I hated every fucking moment, I feel better. It's like one thing I can do. Something I can accomplish, and honestly. That feels really good about now.

4) RIP Aaliyah. I am listening to "The One I Gave My Heart To", "We Need a Resolution", "Try Again", "Are You That Somebody", "Back and Forth", "Hot Like Fire" on repeat. Oh, and "Four Page Letter". I guess one of my skills is like that I like to make playlists! Seriously.

5) I love school.